It's settled.
I got eating disorders...

Mum's gonna call the Anorexia-Bulimia line..
So I can talk to a person that's an expert in food areas... and one person that helps me from my panicattacks when I eat and pukes. God.. I HATE THIS.

I mean.. I DO eat...
People see me eat... hamburgers...ice cream..sallads..what so ever.
They never se my panic though... they never see me hate myself in front of the mirror everyday.
But I want to tell you. I DO.

Every single day I look at my self and hate evrything. I don't see what YOU see.
I see a monster that wieghts 700kg...

To my friends that thinks I'm normal and just complains about my wight from now and then.
I'm sick, and I need help. And I like to puke my food up.Sorry.

/Ina